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Reflections from a teacher who stutters

3/16/2015

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When I tell people I teach elementary school math, I can't help but notice the surprised looks I get. In general, people are too polite to ask how someone who stutters as much as I do can get up in front of kids and teach anything. Truthfully, I'd love it if someone actually did ask me this question. Foremost, because it has been a lot of work. As I did my Masters in education I felt like I had to constantly prove myself in ways people with average fluency did not. I am proud of my accomplishments and what I do as a teacher, but also I'd like to break down the perception that there are jobs inaccessible to people who stutter or who have other disabilities.

Reflecting back on the past two years as a classroom teacher, I've made a lot of personal growth. When I first started teaching I used a lot of speech tools and techniques that hindered what I wanted to say. I spent more energy on attempting fluency than on actually teaching. With the help of the Did I Stutter Project and a very supportive administration, I no longer view my stutter as an obstacle but as an asset. The only speech tool I use regularly now is advertising. And I prefer to call it advocating. Self advocacy is something I try to instill in all my learners, whether they have a disability or not.  

I can't deny that I face challenges daily. I have difficulty with /s/, /p/, /m/ and /r/ sounds and math vocabulary abounds with them: symmetry, multiply, parallel, remainder, to name just a few. There is no using circumlocution to avoid these as they are crucial words for my students to hear, use, and understand. This doesn't even account for all the other communication that needs to happen throughout the day to ensure an organized, peaceful, and welcoming learning environment. In addition to regular classroom duties I, am responsible for calling parents, speaking up in meetings, and even addressing assembly.

At the beginning of this school year I sat down with my new students and talked about the things that make us unique. I spoke honestly about stuttering and why some people speak this way. I made sure they understood that I'm not uncomfortable and they can always ask me to repeat myself if they don't understand what I've said. We talked about the etiquette of conversation and how you should never finish anyone's sentences for them even if you think it's helpful. I also talked to them about being gay and from New Jersey because these too make me unique. I encourage my students to find the things about themselves that make them unique and to have pride in those things.

As I said before, I truly believe my stutter makes me a better communicator. Because I speak slowly and with a lot of blocks and repetitions, students are able to process what I say more easily. I can't bolt through a long set of instructions for example. I also employ an economy of words. My students aren't used to me talking at length so I think they listen more carefully when I do speak. I believe I have become a much more creative and careful thinker as well, because my mental energy is no longer spent on attempting fluency. Additionally, I've become a better advocate for myself and for my students in terms of accommodations.

My classes are a mix of learners with various needs--from students with identified high incidence disabilities (specific learning disabilities, ADHD and Autism) to those identified as needing enrichment through the gifted and talented program. Some of my students fit in both exceptionalities as well. I am a strong believer in Howard Gardner’s theory of Multiple Intelligences. Rather than lecture, I use hands-on discovery, games, songs (I play guitar and sing math songs at least once a week), kinesthetic movement activities, projects, and practical applications like cooking and building, to deliver and reinforce new concepts. This can take hours of preparation and careful planning, but I think it makes for a much more varied, child-centered learning environment.

Of course I do occasionally have to introduce a new concept in the more traditional ‘teacher in front of the classroom’ model. In these instances I often use videos (I’m a huge fan of Learnzillion), text reading apps, animation apps (Tellagami is my favorite) and other technology to help me effectively communicate in the most efficient way possible. These tools are often referred to as assistive technology: any item, piece of equipment or product that is used to increase, maintain, or improve the functional capabilities of people with disabilities. You'll notice that I don't include AT specifically designed for people who stutter like those that provide delayed auditory feedback, because fluency is not my mission, but rather effective, comfortable communication.

My hope is that when I use AT in the classroom it eliminates any stigma for students who chose to use it as well. Many of my students use Virtual Manipulatives and I have several students who are not strong readers or writers who benefit from such apps as Dragon dictation, Announcify, and Google read/write. As I learn about new tools and apps, I introduce them to all my students as something they might be interested in trying. I have been criticized by some colleagues for this, but I remind them that autocorrect and calculators are types of AT and ask if they are willing to give those up. I offer alternative formats for all exams and presentations as well. Because there is no stigma, I have many non-disabled students who prefer to use AT or alternative exams/presentations because of the novelty.

What makes me the most satisfied as a teacher is not when I find out all my students have passed their standardized tests, but rather when they tell me they love coming to my class. And truthfully, this happens a lot. I think having a teacher who both shows pride in his stuttering and who models the use of assistive technology can only help to confirm that people with disabilities can perform as well or even better than non-disabled people in their jobs.

-Eli



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bill royce
3/16/2015 05:11:25 am

Hi, I taught at a university for ten years and never got any negative reaction.But there was great strain on me, nonetheless. The good side was that several students who stuttered told me how much they admired me for teach despite my rather pronounced stutter

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Kristin Rodier
3/17/2015 07:54:10 am

I really enjoyed this post. I was wondering what advice or thoughts you might have for a teacher with stuttering students. How can I open a dialogue if I don't want to cause shame in the student who stutters?

Also, as a teacher, I enjoyed this post because I know that I often a) speak too quickly, b) repeat myself too much, c) overload my students with synonyms and repetitive examples, and d) extrovertedly interrupt people at times. It seems as thought it would help their comprehension if I chose words more wisely as you outline.

I love how you point out the assumption that to be a "good teacher" you have to be a fluent speaker. In terms of learning outcomes, fluency has nothing to do with what our students learn.

Thanks for an engaging post!

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Elias K
3/18/2015 10:39:35 am

Kristin,
Thank you for your comments.
I'm not sure it is the responsibility of the classroom teacher to discuss stuttering with a child, but I would suggest you just create an environment where they feel comfortable enough to express themselves. Perhaps you could try engaging them in private conversation first, and if they do choose to speak make sure you give them your full attention and let them know they have as much time as they need. If you model this for your class, hopefully it will become the norm. There is a lot of really helpful advice here: http://www.westutter.org/who-we-help/educators/.

I haven't yet had the fortune to teach any students who stutter, but I do have students who are not comfortable speaking out in class. There are excellent ways to have all students participate fully in class discussions. For classrooms lucky enough to have personal technology, sites like Edmodo or TodaysMeet allow students to ask questions or add to discussions digitally and, if they want, anonymously. If technology isn't abundant, you can have students write questions on sticky notes or note cards. These can be answered at the beginning of a work session. If you want to pose a question to the class, have the students anonymously write their answers on notebook paper and throw the 'snowballs' into the center of the room. These you can read out and discuss. In these ways everyone gets a chance to participate and no one feels singled out or put on the spot.

For presentations (especially in older grades), giving all students options for how they want to present can be both liberating and can lead to more creative projects. There are so many really cool presentation resources like Photovisi, Prezi, Glogster, and Webposter Wizard, just to name a few. Text can either be imported and 'read' electronically, or recorded in advance.

I hope this helpful,
Eli

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Stephanie Andrews
9/22/2016 11:18:26 am

Hi Eli,

I am a 36 years old woman who has stuttered as far as I can remember. I believe to have a mild to moderate case of stuttering but I notice it is more situational, when I have to speak on demand or when I'm nervous. I have allowed stuttering to hinder me from having a lucrative career and it has robbed me of confidence and self esteem. Apart from my family and perhaps one or two people knowing I stutter, no one knows that I have a speech impediment. I try to mask it and substitute words I really want to say with others which can be very exhausting. My boyfriend only thinks it happens when I am upset. For many years I've battled with feelings of hopelessness because I am not in the field of work I want to be in because I am afraid to stutter amongst college students to pursue my "real goals". I would like to be a Teacher but I am afraid to go back to school to get my Masters because I am so self conscious of my speech. In addition, I am afraid that when I work as a Teacher that I will freeze up in front of parents to simply pronounce my own name at an Open House, at graduation etc. I have pretty much scared myself out of doing what I my heart desires all because of Fear. Your story is very inspirational and I pray for courage for myself that I can conquer this. I would love to hear your feedback or any advice, thank you!

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Winnie R link
5/2/2021 05:05:51 am

Thannks for writing this

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